Today I endured countless gripping from students: "Do we have to peer review?" "I don't have a peer review copy. That means I can't peer review."
My responses: "Peer review is good for you. Do it." And "Run. Right now. Find the closest lab and print out a peer review copy if you want to be considered present today. Do it!"
All the while I kept thinking to myself, "If I was a student, I wouldn't be so whiny and reluctant."
Once again, I eat my words.
During yoga class tonight, I whined and pleaded with my yoga teacher to "please not make me do that pose again." I dished out all the rations of shit I got from my kids today.
The exception is I feel horrible about it. (But, for the record, my teacher handled it with much grace & encouragement.)
I find, though, that the poses I'm most reluctant with are the ones that I feel the most and are the ones that, in the best of ways, challenge me the most. I need a good challenge. Always. For example, Crane & Handstand.
Three notes to self: 1.) Press down in my hands for a sturdy handstand.
2.) In Warrior I & II tuck the pelvis to open up the kidneys. Practice Warrior III more intently for handstand practice, according to Yoga Journal.
3.) Stop being such a wimp about Crane Pose (photo cred: Yoga Journal). Widen the hands, creep up on the toes, tuck the knees deep into back of the armpits, place head on the floor, and press up--pump up through the hands.
I'm noticing a hand theme emerging.
Another challenge lies ahead.
I promise that's NOT a gripe but rather a positive statement.